I’ve been looking for freedom, have you seen it?
May 14, 2012 in My Updates by brok1881
Today was the first day I’ve been able to sleep past 8am for the last week. Jason and I have had a garage sale to try to make our bills this month, since there hasn’t been any money coming in. We are both so physically and mentally exhausted from the sale. I don’t know how people wake up to an alarm every day. I feel like a zombie all day long, and I can’t even sleep right. I found myself waking up every hour or two and panicking that I didn’t set the alarm right. The first day it was Jason dragging me out of bed, but the rest of the days it was the other day around. We were able to make about $300 from our stuff, which gets us right at making our rent. Well… we had to go to the store and buy cat food last night, as well as toilet paper, so I’m kind of scared to check my bank account and add up our money. The rent is due today, and I’m just scared we will be like $10 short or something. The landlord might just have to get a grip, and wait a few days until I deposit the money into her bank account. Luckily she lives two states away, so it’s not like she’ll be knocking on my door or anything. Plus she is really nice, so I might just shoot her an email making some excuse to pay her in a few days. We almost didn’t even get this place. They wanted proof of income, and I don’t really have steady income, so I took one of my bank statements, and forged the balance on the computer, making it look like we had thousands in the bank. It worked too. So the last thing I want to do, is make it seem like we are broke, which really, we are on the verge of being straight up poor. Read the rest of this entry →
